Just a feeling like that

I have encountered both kind of people, those who can feel a whole lot, some who can’t. Like lyd, the moment I put my hands on her, she feels the energy rather quickly. Then there’s my guy L, whom has so far only felt a little sensation from me, but no matter, he feels better after that. As for feeling energy myself, I would say I am fairly sensitive, but there are times when I don’t feel a thing, and that’s when I try to do something about it. Besides the guides in the book by richard gordon, I’ve come up with some of my own ideas to ‘feel’ something.

Here they are:

• Imagining myself really small and tiny, and then going into my own body and as I breathe, I imagine myself ’swimming’ from my toes to my head. So I imagine what the view is like from the bottom of my feet. Then my knees, then up and up all the way to the crown of my head.
• Intone ‘OM’ silently, and imagine the sound just vibrating through down from my head to the tips of my toes.
• Listen to instrumental music, my favourite is pachebel, and just imagine each note bouncing around in and around my blood, flowing throughout my body.
• Listen to a song that touches me. (Breathe on me by Hillsongs is one of my favourite!) I like those vocals that really resonate deep within me.
• Every breathe that I take, I take it deep down to my core. I learnt how to do this in Yoga, and I imagine I am breathing in everything I need, and breathing out everything I don’t need.
• Run. This is a surefire way for me to feel something. I love to run and run, then take a slow walk, then finally sit down to meditate. Then do my QT breathing at the same time, and the sensations that gather in my palms get really strong.
• Yoga. Another great way to get myself feeling the energy flow in my body. Doing yoga has made me realise there are so many parts of me that I have probably not used/stretched before!

So those are what I can think of that I do right now. I hope it helps some of you who find that you can’t feel very much. At the end of the day, I believe that more important than trying to feel something, what are your intentions behind what you do? Energy follows intention, so just intend, and just be. Relax, take a deep breath, close your eyes and release.

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All that said, I’ve just ran and had good company lately. Been feeling a little out of sorts, not physically, but like something’s bothering me. Maybe some things are going faster than I thought they would! But today I feel a lot better, but I know I can be better!

busybusy

Been very busy lately, but in a good way. Last week was with work, and then getting excited all over my friend’s wedding! It was held in OLPS, which was really such a coincidence(no? ;)) as that is the church L goes to, and I’ve been with him there several times too. It’s a beautiful church, and more so when it was prepared for the wedding. My lovely friend looked so pretty, and really, being the first in our group to get married, we were all really excited and happy for her!

Along the way too, been helping my friend lyd with her leg when I was at work. I get the feeling we need more work somewhere else. We’ll see when I get back to work soon.

My dear friend and fellow intuitive I met online just found me again. I thought I’d lost her, and been thinking where she is. But as my mail had been flooded and I really go a bit blur looking at my mails, I must have missed the notification of the msg she left me. But nevermind, I’m glad she found me!

wrist

Worked on my mum’s wrist for about 40 minutes in total. It was painful the whole morning according to her, and after the session, she said it was almost completely no pain. Also, as her hand couldn’t really close at first, I worked on it for a while, and after that, she said it felt softer now and could close. In time I would like to help her get it back to what it was before. It is quite a miracle that she managed to sit down for a longer time today as usually she would only stay still for 5 minutes!

Healing crisis

Yesterday I had some free time to work on Lyd, so spent about 45 minutes on her knee. She apparently could feel quite a lot of sensations going on during the session, and there were times when she actually felt pain. And frankly, I wasn’t sure whether to stop or not, as this is the first time I’m really seeing a person in pain as I ran energy. So I am really thankful that she trusts me, and trust the process. Otherwise, most likely we would have stopped there and not continued the healing. Another interesting thing was that I’d put an image of her walking normally (and quite fast too), into her knee. And a while later, she said that the sensation she got was the feeling when she attempts to walk far in her current state. It tires her out, but after that she would feel that her leg is better. So at times the pain was bouncing back and forth, up and down, and I was just trying to trust that everything will be alright. Thankfully, after about 45 minutes, she tested, and tried walking, she could walk without limping! I guess it was a huge relief for her as she had been unable to walk normally for quite a long time. I was pretty amazed(guess I will always be), but just tried to keep our volumes down cos we weren’t exactly in private :p

Later I worked on my dad’s foot as his gout was acting up again. He doesn’t feel a thing when I run energy, but he said that the pain did lessen by about half, and his foot was indeed less swollen. But still, it didn’t go away completely, but I am going to work on that.

A distance client had a healing crisis too, and again I wasn’t sure to carry on, but after Lyd’s experience, and since he trusts the process, I hope we can continue and heal him completely.

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The above was written earlier. Today Lyd’s knee was acting up again. I was disappointed, and started to doubt, but of course, I didn’t want to show it. Worked on Lyd for a while, but as she had some pain, we decided to take breaks… so did not have a continuous full session. Then the pain continued, so we tried to think, what was different from yesterday. Then realised she hadn’t eaten her breakfast, but yesterday, I worked on her just after lunch. So we decided to try again after lunch. It was better and she felt little or no pain, but the results was still not as good as the day before. Granted I only ran energy about 15 minutes this time after lunch. But still, I guess we both expected better. I know she was very disappointed as the day before she was so happy she could finally walk properly, and even felt like running. Oh well, I will continue to send her energy, and hopefully she will be fine and that her knee just needed some rest. Must remember to trust the process!

As for my dad, i searched on QT forum(I just love this forum!), and found some alternative remedies for gout. So bought some cherries, and it seems to be quite alright, so far so good. I tried some too, and I have to admit, they taste pretty good. Up till now, all the cherries i’d tasted were preserved ones and yucky. Dad also continuing with the chamomile tea I gave him, and I will continue to send him energy.

Good, good, better!

Lyd has come back! And been working on her for about 5 min twice.. so short because I have to work. But it’s interesting how she feels sensations so quickly. I think she’s rather sensitive to energy in general. Anyway, hopefully she can recover completely soon.

Class was better yesterday. It was my pretty wild class. I’d visualised them more toned down and better behaved, and that’s what happened. Except for a few stunts, I would say that strangely, they were more hardworking. Funnier is that the holidays are coming, so usually their stunts would increase, but not this time

Things have been going good for L. Got another job offer! Perhaps not exactly ideal yet, but well, I feel he ought to shop around! hahaha :p Will continue to energise and pray for him!

Creating

Yesterday I was working on my dad as his leg was painful. But I had forgotten which leg. So just decided to send to both (distance), and I felt popping feelings in my left feet. Then I thought that perhaps I didn’t get to him as I thought I remembered it was his right leg, but wasn’t sure. Anyway later I asked him, and he said it was his left leg. So I was glad that I got that right, and hopefully he will get better and well soon!

I had been looking for a mustard yellow shoe recently, and I guess it kind of manifested itself, initially I wasn’t too happy with what I saw as yet, so just took my time, and yesterday, without really intending to, I found what I was looking for! A yellow mustard coloured shoe, and also a bonus, a red shoe, which I’d been thinking about for quite a while :p

I recently started on oil pulling again yesterday, reminded by a post on the QT forum

I also just started a photo blog on wordpress as I was rather interested in the mono theme! So just did it to try and kind of like the effects. Check out some photos I took here!

long list

I’ve recently written a list of people to send energy to, and it seems to be rather effective. Things happen pretty quickly, and I hope it continues. Initially I thought it may not be too effective as it seems rather impersonal. But then there are so many I want to send to, it is difficult to send one by one. And having the list in my hands also help me to focus on the breathing and sweeping and other techniques. The sensations in my hands when I do this seems to be different too. My heart beat there, suddenly gets quite strong, and I can feel my pulse. It is a strange feeling, not unpleasant though. And after that I did get some feedback of things happening, not just healing of health as some of them is for energising their current situation. The people I send to don’t all know I’m sending to them, so I just have a chat and find out what has happened so far, and that’s my feedback. So far, so good. Just waiting for even more good news!

That said, if anyone reading here would like to try distance healing, do feel free to drop me an email widdlepuke@gmail.com Do set your email heading as “Distance Healing”, so that I won’t think it is spam :p

Healing Self

L’s sciatica disappeared, and he asked me what did I do? Well I just sent him some energy, and wrapped it up. Perhaps his more stable bed helped too. In any case, he was his own healer, and I can’t emphasise that enough.

The other day something weird happened when I was sending someone energy. As I spun my chakras and got to my heart chakra, it suddenly felt like there was a heavy hand on my chest. The feeling lasted for some time, then went away. After that, i didn’t feel too good. So I’ve been wondering what was that feeling, and why did that happen.. Asked for some thoughts on the QT forum, and got some interesting insights. Perhaps I have some house cleaning to do inside of me!

More in short

I’ve been rather busy to write, even though there have been stuff I’d like to note down, and they are also just small stuff, but still. Anyway will just list those I can remember here.

• Worked on L’s back, he said it feel better, but last I checked the pain came back, so I’ll be doing distance.
• L’s sciatica came back, so will be working on that too.

Some other things that are not really healing, but energy related:

• Helping some to manifest jobs, some are already in process! Some still pending in the universe
• Manifested my dress! It’s a mix of red, gold and black! This was meant to be worn to my fren’s church wedding, and I think the result I got was much better than what I had imagined. The initial results were not really satisfactory as I didn’t have a very clear intention. As I became more specific, I saw more of what I thought fits.

short stuff

Some mini stuff I’d like to log here:

• student’s programs couldn’t run, but I walked over and did what they did (as simple as pressing just the ‘enter’ key, it worked.
• worked on bro’s back as it was hurting, helped relieve some, but did not have time to continue.
• Was a little stressed this week, felt oncoming headache, but ran energy and it went away.
• Worked on mum’s fingers for 5 min as she still couldn’t close them properly, and after that she could close them quite comfortably.